I am, a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman, I am confident and scared terrified and excited. I am loving, and caring, and thoughtful, and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless, I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard working and determined, but a little scare on the inside. I wist on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and I walk on fire. I believe in passion. But not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everithing and nothing all at once. And all I want is for you to love me.